Ashlyn is at that age where she is a totally awake and increasingly able baby. So the time has finally come that they play together. And it fills me to the brim to watch them. I love them so much it hurts. Sometimes it terrifies me, given what I've been through in losing my sister. I push the anxiety down and try to just live in the moments. I give them to God in my prayers. The worry. The thanks. My babies. I don't know what their future holds. But I know Who is holding them. And that's all I really need to know.